Fist off before i tell you about my day i want to ask:
why do people use one another? and then not feel bad about doing it?
ok now then on with my day
i woke up late so i like rushed to get ready then went to lindsey and johnnys for a party and it was one of the best/worst days of my life.
i had so much fun with lindsey, shelby, nathan, dominic, matt, mike, haley v., victoria, zibby, rachel z., drew, erica, cody, taylor (mr.sexy lol), jessica n. and a whole bunch of other people (sorry if i didnt name you) and so yeah when i first got there i hung out with zibbers some then hung out with rachel haley victoria and some other girl...um...iono her name... then i started to hang out with shelby and erica...they are cool ...then with matt mike and drew... and i found out that lindsey went crowd surffing haha...and we had moshes...so much fun...then johnny made me really upset..and i cryed... when i was talking to dominic..yeah... then everybody made this big deal about how i was upset and even this girl i dont even know got worried about me umm.... becca debroh (sp) i think was her name yeah shes really cool and lindsey talked to him and so did a lot of other people and i got turned into this big thing and omgsh.... i talked to nathan and he said dominic knew more about it than he did so i got a hug from deas and he kissed me on the head...(i love my best friends(nathan and dominic)...they actually care about me...and make me feel wanted gah i love you guys!!!.... then it started to get better untill i actually saw johnny and uh...broke down ...i guess is the best way to put it and everyone tryed to makle me feel better taylor did his "happy dance" and drew and jessica talked to me and made me feel better and shelby draged me into the oher room and said "BE HAPPY!" and i was like "i dont do happy" and she was like well learn or something i dont remember exactly what she said.... so then i sucked it up and tryed to have fun and i did we moshed which was really fun and taylor was hitting shelby so i punched him and she was like laughing histaricly and hugged me and then tryed to catch m&ms in our mouths haha i only dropped 2 ...oh yeah im just good like that..then i threw them at cody and he caught them in his mouth haha we are such a great team then becca d. talked to me and i told her the story and yeah... she seems really cool i wanna get to know her better if i can and um....then i sat on the stairs with dominic becca and drew and jessica tryed to get m&ms in my mouth..yeah didnt work so well.. then we found out dominic had sweat gum in his pocket it was soo nasty... then johnny kept going up and down the stairs.. um i felt uncomfortable but domo was there so he made me feel better and then we were talking about the weezer concert and lindsey was like you should come i was like i cant i want to but i have another party and she was like oh..well dont go to the party i was like AHAHA and some otehr people who all was gonna be there and i named someone i dont really like (no names here) and everyone around me goes "ewwwww" "ahhhhh" "gross" "that girls a bitch" "omg i hate her" "uhhhhh..."(like in the gross way) and other variations of that then everyone goes do not go to that party and i was like um.... iono... i mean its only one person i dont like thats going..and so yeah i wanna go to the weezer concert so bad and uh yeah here are some pictures
p.s. if you read all that i love yoo
^^HAHA LINDSEY CHECKING OUT NATHAN!!!!!!
^^drew wearing haleys sunglasses lol
^^shelby and me were telling nathan he had a white spot on his shirt and taylor w. took a picture of all our butts...including nathans lol
^^cody m. and deas...god i love nathans pants
^^dominic, johnny, and mark..you cant see nathan he was sitting down lol..yeah i was standing in a chair with lindsey and we still wernt tall enough lol
^^haha zibby looks demonic
^^best pic i got of the band (dominic mark johnny nathan)
^^mark johnny nathan
^^nathan
^^dominic and mark
^^johnny
^^tbr and johnny singing
and so i'll update later when i get back from the other party
EdiiT----
ok so i got home from johnnys and matt and mike are talking about comeing over i was like ok?!? and then like 10 minutes later i get a call and matt goes which house is yours i was like hahahaha they actually came and then we had this huge water fight and we got soooo drenched and it was sooo much fun i havent had that much fun in FOREVER i think its just what i needed to hang back relax not care about anything forget all the rules not care what anyone thought and just be myself and have fun it was so badly needed then after that we layed in the street and just talked haha it was sooo much fun i love them sooo much to bad i dont have any pictures from it... but oh well i have the memories and i am so glad they came over i am in such a great mood now... i feel happy and it feels good. thank you so much guys.
THEN
i was late getting to whitneys party because i lost track of time with the guys lol but i was only like 30 minutes late it was sorta fun in the begining then we all sat in a circle and told our favorite stories of whitney and then played this game "ive never" where there is one person standing in the middle and they say something theyve never had or done and if you have done or have it you have to get up and move to another seat haha it was fun like the whole time i was talking to jordan and he like never smiles and i had him cracking up haha i love my life 
and so yeah i had an interesting day today i know lol
 Lindz
EDIT----
i started thinking...thats not really a good thing for me to do....
  
  
  
AND ON TOP OF EVERYTHING!!!! i am leaving for indiana tomarrow to visit family and to look at houses in the area "to keep our options open" god i hate my mom
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